I am one exhilarated gal. Yesterday I experienced true romantic bliss. It was not the first time though. Of course, the reason for it was D (note: romantic bliss).

I was meeting D after a very long time. He first touched me by bringing me to Swensens' for dinner because I just ended my vegetarian period. Awwwwwww. I know it is no fine dining but I felt pampered anyway. Just being with him, eating, talking non-stop about so many things and teasing him made my day. Then I got my Xmas Gift from him, an IPOD NANO.. Green colour. He did not get me a pink one as he thought I had too many pinky things. I LOVE IT! I only mentioned once that I like an Ipod and that was a freaking long time ago. To think that he remembered it.

For Xmas Gift exchange I got what I asked my Santa for: A Pink Daily Planner! My Santa was Karthik. Thanks a lot Karthik!
My favourite couple VD bought Devan and I a couple watch.. It's beautiful. Thanks a mill! Now we got smtgh similar to wear :)
Sangeetha got all the gals a lovely bracelet.
Dinesh and Pravin got me a pair of PINK earrings!

It is always nice to give and receive during Xmas. I want to shout out to ALL MY LOVED ONES. that I love you all so much and THANKS a lot for being in my life! A special moment: Thanks for everything D! You make me feel so wonderful all the time!

Being it a time to forgive and forget I chose to just forget. To forgive is Divine. I agree that I am no Angel which has attained divinity and I am not going to forgive anyone for the sake of looking oh-so-heavenly. My forgiving nature specially inclines towards people I truly love and who sincerely love me back.

I choose to forget because I still have to look at your damned face from time to time. No worries though I am not a hypocrite like what you have shown you can be. Formalities will now start flowing into our 'relationship' like a freaking flood.

I tried to get to know you simply because I had to, eventually I tried to blend with you because I liked that outer covering you had on yourself. It was pretty. Now that so many things have happened I question my judgement. When I start hating there's no turning back. You may turn into GOD for all I care. Once I hate you, the hatred will stay with me for the rest of my life.

The more I see you now, the more ugly you look to me. It's not just normal ugly it's HIDEOUS UGLY. Beauty, to me, is something which integrates your character. If your character is horrible then I have got nothing much to say about how you will look to me.

If you can show that much of EGO I can show much more but it will be just a waste of my precious time. I hope you are reading this and I really hope you know who you are. I just want to say that you are a MAJOR LOSER and someone that I do not want in my life. So STOP putting that facade whenever I am around you, as it makes me wanna vomit. I cannot stand anything of you. Finally I DO NOT appreciate being JUDGED by YOU.

I feel much better now.