Because Nandhini asked me to....

Yes I am finally blogging because Nana (is that how you spell it?) asked me to. :) I am such a good sister right? Haha.

I managed to sneak in some time to blog from work. Nothing much has been happening. i am just waiting to be sent to AMK hospital. I have just been attending meetings and researching for stuff online. That's about it. We did a trial the other day with patients. It was interesting. There is going to be alot of patient interaction with my new job. It was nice to be back at AMK. Most of them recognised me! YAY! So work is alright.


The other day when I wanted to blog I was thinking about blogging about myself. Myself in the sense how I see me. I tend to get very critical about myself. It't not really due to my mentality but also to how people had treated me. Let's see, I used to be ridiculed by so-called friends for having hairy arms, no butt, flat chest, flat nose, scrawny frame etc.

Now when I look at myself: hairy arms no more.. thanks to waxing! Butt is there, a huge one according to Durga... thanks or no thanks to genes! The rest remain I guess I can't do much about the chest unless I go for plastic surgery. Implants anyone?! Lol!

But as time goes I think I managed to stop looking down on myself and actually make use of what I have. For instance, I try my best to buy clothes that do not evidently show the lack of boobs. I have finally dragged myself to the clinic to check on my acne.

Though cliche, it's always about feeling BEAUTIFUL inside. I look and feel different when I look into the mirror and smile and say to myself that I am good-looking. I feel tall when I walk confidently. It's amazing what confidence can do to and for you. I LOVE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Hema you are sexy in every way possible so flaunt it gal! Brains and Beauty! You are right when you mention that we do not get everything that we WANT BUT we can make everything that we HAVE to work for our good! I am sure you would and prince charming will come by when the time is right and sweep you off your feet!

Totally random: I just read "Match Game" by Beverly Brandt and liked the way the author concluded it. I can't remember the exact lines but the one that captured and remains in my mind is, "It's ok. You are worth it." I know it's just a few words but when you say it sincerely it just means a lot.... Anyway the guy says that to the gal when she apologises for causing a lot of trouble (with govt etc).

I can go on blogging I think as there are still alot of things on my mind but I HAVE TO GO....


*My Mac is down* BooHOO!!
*grumbles about the money to fork out for the repairs*

NANA!!!!! Go bug the other sisters now!! And let's meet soon!!!!!

All the best to my girlies for their posting. Work hard now and do your best. It's another phase and a totally new world.. ENJOY!

HUGS!