I ought to be in bed right now but I feel so hyped at the moment. I had a screwup at work today. I will only know the outcome tomorrow or the day after, so more of that once the outcome is out. After a chaotic day at work I went for tuition. Sometimes I wonder why I subject myself to such workload, not that it's that heavy, but I cannot seem to help it. I think stress drives me. Without stress I cannot function. At times I can put so much pressure on myself to the extent of having a breakdown, but I seem to thrive on it. Damn.

My Sundays are precious as it is the only time I am at home spending quality time and of course sleeping in, my favourite. My mother complains when she realises how little time I spend at home, going out in the morning and returning only after she's asleep. I miss her. Talking crap with her, disturbing her and bullying her. Times have changed. It used to be such that I spend so much time at home and bore myself to death but now I am hardly at home. Luckily it's more of work and not leisure because my mother would hate it if the reason is the latter.

Ooook i digressed so much. Tuition with Elaine was fun as always. With me screaming at her and she keeping a long face. She's is so sweet towards me. I am going to miss her when i stop tutoring her. After that I met my JC friends Ali and Kalai!! It's been such a long time. Those guys are still the same. Spending time with them made me realise how much I actually missed them. Azizah couldn't make it, sadly.

Devan came along and joined us for a while. He sent me back home. Missed him so much. Being with him is just so right. Sigh... I am off to have lovely dreams..