I had a weird day today. All was fine till about 5pm I think. I don't know what it was but I was so annoyed with things around me. Things pissed me off just like that. Thankfully I was at work and not home or out, I might have caused some fight with whoever I was with. I was just not myself that I knew. Why? That was something that till now I can't seem to answer.

I actually wanted to go for a jog to clear my head but when I got home I just lost the mood. I tried listening to my favourite songs but that didn't work either. I was trying so hard to concentrate on the song and no matter what somehow my mind always diverted and before I knew it the song was over. Funny. I feel like my mind is overloaded and unorganised. I really need to go somewhere and chill. I even made Devan upset. sighz.

Then came the highlight of my day. I went to the bathroom to wash up. When I tried closing the bathroom door it refused to close all the way so as I tried to open it again it didn't budge! I pushed, pulled as hard as I could but it was hopeless. I was stuck in my bathroom! And guess what I did... i laughed.. uncontrollably. Serious. There I was stuck in the bathroom with noone to help (my brother and mum was asleep) and all I could do was laugh. For a moment I thought I was having a breakdown.

The thing that I still can't believe is that I was unable to control my laughter. It just came out in bursts. Maybe I WAS having a breakdown (unless I was under the influence of some drug). Haha. Gradually I calmed myself and started calling out for my mum. Luckily she heard me and woke up. She pushed and pushed but the door did not come down. Finally my "knight in shining amour" (my brother) came and kicked the door down. Sigh. Wish it could have stopped there but no. The door came tumbling down, hit my shower tap and broke it! I started giggling. My mum stared at me with a look which quietened me. Hehe. Water started leaking. Aiyai it was a big mess.

I tried to fix the damn tap back but it refused to screw back. My brother called my dad who was working. The fellow was confusing my dad *rolls eyes*. Eventually i spoke to my dad and sorted out things. Then my dad came back earlier to fix it but water kept leaking! Now the main is switched off. He's going to get a new tap first thing tomorrow morning.

I feel so bad for my dad. He's working day and night now, only sleeping for about 2-3 hours in the afternoon. Sheesh what a life! I really want to give him and my mum a comfortable life when I am settled with a proper job.

After all that drama I feel a bit better. I am off to resolve personal matters (though it's unreasonably late to call D, it's 2.15am now). Till my next manic episode...